Meant To be
08-06-2007, 02:55 AM
A Social Status
06 / 06 / 2007
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How could a child live her life without one of her parents, especially the father?
Is life going to treat her well, it depends?!
BUT ! what if she grew older with all the accomplished facts around her, not to mention seeing her own friends' parents living all together under one wing. She might be happy for her friends, yet her past keeps chasing her, throbs her heart, and shatters her dreams. Therefore, " What if " is the only question that lasts forever in her mind.
Life goes on, she's still at the same point which she can't keep on doing or even thinking about anything, but the aching past….!
Hard for her to resist
Even though, she insists
To live her life alone
For sure she will mourn
For life that treated her bad
And took the precious she had
With matters she can't change
For things beyond her range
she preferred the death instead
Of being emotionally dead
Every moment of happiness turned into sadness, more precisely, the word happiness doesn't exist in her lexicon of life. However, the sorrow became her past, today, and tomorrow. As for herself, she got used to that…..
Yet there was an enigmatic part
Deep down there in her heart
With light thrown back inside
For her it was the only guide
Into people heart, soul, and mind
For being happy for them, she can't hide
Yeah, she used to help them, she used to care
Whenever they need her, she will be there
She meets them with a smile all over her face
Yet, burnt deep inside of an everlasting case
Alas, she tries to get over it, but it's hard to be
No one will ever be able to set her free
From what she suffers from feeling so poor
Of a real matter that makes you deplore
Endless loneliness her life becomes, the light that she kept running after at the end of her tunnel VANISHED. Her gleam of hope concealed itself within her glittering eyes. She felt that she got blind of the darken room she lives in, that which used to be in one day a bright one.
She tried to commit suicide many times, but each time there was a pulse part deep down in her heart preventing her from acting so. Each time she wonders WHY?!! So, she decided to leave everything behind, after thinking many times of the people whom she used to care about, though, she took her first step ever to a place so far far away.
No one had ever known or heard about her ever since.
Except a written letter they found on her outmoded desk. It reads:
To all my people & friends I've ever known
Sorry to leave you, but my star hasn't been shone
You were all my life, though inside I was alone
Suffering the bitter of a father hadn't shown
Who left me as a helpless child who can't endure
This tough life which is totally obscure
With no one to complain to, or even reveal
The lasting secret that time couldn't heal
So I didn't want you to feel sorry about me
Nor did I like to involve you in my destiny
So I want you to be the best for your children
As you will reap what you sow as one kin
Ain't nothing left to say, but what really matters
That I have completely forgiven my father
Your Faithfully,
The Divorce Victim
By: Meant 2 Be
06 / 06 / 2007
http://www.saudienglish.net/vb/uploaded/16654_01181509483.gif
How could a child live her life without one of her parents, especially the father?
Is life going to treat her well, it depends?!
BUT ! what if she grew older with all the accomplished facts around her, not to mention seeing her own friends' parents living all together under one wing. She might be happy for her friends, yet her past keeps chasing her, throbs her heart, and shatters her dreams. Therefore, " What if " is the only question that lasts forever in her mind.
Life goes on, she's still at the same point which she can't keep on doing or even thinking about anything, but the aching past….!
Hard for her to resist
Even though, she insists
To live her life alone
For sure she will mourn
For life that treated her bad
And took the precious she had
With matters she can't change
For things beyond her range
she preferred the death instead
Of being emotionally dead
Every moment of happiness turned into sadness, more precisely, the word happiness doesn't exist in her lexicon of life. However, the sorrow became her past, today, and tomorrow. As for herself, she got used to that…..
Yet there was an enigmatic part
Deep down there in her heart
With light thrown back inside
For her it was the only guide
Into people heart, soul, and mind
For being happy for them, she can't hide
Yeah, she used to help them, she used to care
Whenever they need her, she will be there
She meets them with a smile all over her face
Yet, burnt deep inside of an everlasting case
Alas, she tries to get over it, but it's hard to be
No one will ever be able to set her free
From what she suffers from feeling so poor
Of a real matter that makes you deplore
Endless loneliness her life becomes, the light that she kept running after at the end of her tunnel VANISHED. Her gleam of hope concealed itself within her glittering eyes. She felt that she got blind of the darken room she lives in, that which used to be in one day a bright one.
She tried to commit suicide many times, but each time there was a pulse part deep down in her heart preventing her from acting so. Each time she wonders WHY?!! So, she decided to leave everything behind, after thinking many times of the people whom she used to care about, though, she took her first step ever to a place so far far away.
No one had ever known or heard about her ever since.
Except a written letter they found on her outmoded desk. It reads:
To all my people & friends I've ever known
Sorry to leave you, but my star hasn't been shone
You were all my life, though inside I was alone
Suffering the bitter of a father hadn't shown
Who left me as a helpless child who can't endure
This tough life which is totally obscure
With no one to complain to, or even reveal
The lasting secret that time couldn't heal
So I didn't want you to feel sorry about me
Nor did I like to involve you in my destiny
So I want you to be the best for your children
As you will reap what you sow as one kin
Ain't nothing left to say, but what really matters
That I have completely forgiven my father
Your Faithfully,
The Divorce Victim
By: Meant 2 Be