fragile gal
01-12-2009, 04:05 PM
hi everybody
it's me the fragile gal for the first time
actually im thrilled to have joined you
because i have alot on my mind to say to you
you guys seem very friendly
and i really wish that we'd become best friends
insha'allah
in fact, two weeks later you will be hushing me
because im a bit of a chatterbox-dont laugh it's true
ok guys i promised Mr faisal here i would be back with sth to say
so here it is
have you ever been betrayed by your own friends?
and i mean those who we take for sisters / brothers
those who we share our whole lives and deepest secrets with
and all of a sudden they stab u in the back like u meant nothing to them
this is how i handled this abhorrent situation
after a very long time of thinking and calling myself an idiot for my blind kind heart
i forgave them, let them take me for granted again-this time on purpose
until they let down their guard
then, i attacked horribly -using words of course
you may ask, what beast are you?
i say, the one that has been laughed at in her back
because she helped out and not asked not even once for something in return
this person have caused me a great deal of emotinal pain
she has never appreciated a thing i did for her in order to make her live a normal life
i even introduced her to my friends so that she wouldn't be alone when i go away
i mean what else should i do
to make my good intentions clear
they were plain to see
but she was blinded by her own plans
her so called "pure honesty" is nothing but pure insults towards me and my parents
there ive said it...she insulted my parents and this was the last straw
you tell me if im right
as a matter of fact im looking forward to reading your own prespective
how will you deal in a similar situation??
that's it for today
have a nice day
it's me the fragile gal for the first time
actually im thrilled to have joined you
because i have alot on my mind to say to you
you guys seem very friendly
and i really wish that we'd become best friends
insha'allah
in fact, two weeks later you will be hushing me
because im a bit of a chatterbox-dont laugh it's true
ok guys i promised Mr faisal here i would be back with sth to say
so here it is
have you ever been betrayed by your own friends?
and i mean those who we take for sisters / brothers
those who we share our whole lives and deepest secrets with
and all of a sudden they stab u in the back like u meant nothing to them
this is how i handled this abhorrent situation
after a very long time of thinking and calling myself an idiot for my blind kind heart
i forgave them, let them take me for granted again-this time on purpose
until they let down their guard
then, i attacked horribly -using words of course
you may ask, what beast are you?
i say, the one that has been laughed at in her back
because she helped out and not asked not even once for something in return
this person have caused me a great deal of emotinal pain
she has never appreciated a thing i did for her in order to make her live a normal life
i even introduced her to my friends so that she wouldn't be alone when i go away
i mean what else should i do
to make my good intentions clear
they were plain to see
but she was blinded by her own plans
her so called "pure honesty" is nothing but pure insults towards me and my parents
there ive said it...she insulted my parents and this was the last straw
you tell me if im right
as a matter of fact im looking forward to reading your own prespective
how will you deal in a similar situation??
that's it for today
have a nice day