It is really so hard...

It's So Hard …
When you soar so high with your dreams… happy that your lucky day will come so soon, but unfortunately with no consideration for the dark, unexpected side of life, with no caring for the hooks of the flying evils, with no knowledge of the obstacles hidden up there, and with nothing to defend your self with, then ..you will never come back, you will never land, what will crash on the ground will be only a body with no soul,, a dream with no life ..not even a piece of goal !!..
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It is so hard, so painful, yeh so painful… when your screams echo no where but within your tortured heart, when they are heard by no one! …Believe me it's really painful, when you scream out of pain, out of agony, out of bitterness, and deep sorrow, and no one there to care… .

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It is so hard when you feel alone in a crowded room, while those who might share with you your pains, are miles … and … miles away.
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It is so hard to discover that the hope you seek will never be true….when your dream turns to a nightmare that you live day and night…

It is so hard …
when you see your own dream dying in front of you and you… just stay there .. watching!!! Doing nothing to save it, actually…you are killing it without knowing that you do …

It is so hard..do you know why? …because this is how I feel every night…when I close my eyes …

it's so hard

so painful

to have a dream

then give it up cause it's so big for reality to fit in it



to have hope

then turn of its light

cause it's easier 2 live in the dark




to have a wish

then wipe its colors cause it's no longer the era of rainbow




J.J

you're not alone

you're just unique

that's something they won't understand

True when you have a dream and Some How there is a wall standing


Some how , it`s just life

dear I understand the words , I know the feeling


the words was touched some how for me thank you soooo much

I really sensed every single painful word

Like you're sitting in front of me, telling me everything I've felt and lived for a long time,

Dear your golden lines described a side of my life, but thanks God, I no more living it

It's really painful when you know that the people who are like you are so few . Thank you dear sister for your great work. I really enjoyed reading every line .I wish you all the happiness in the world.



Best Wishes

Only those who care for others not only for themselves feel the way you do every day

It's not something to worry about

It's a good sign that you're a healthy living human being


I know that it's very hard to keep living this way but,that's how things go on these days


Just try not to change the beautiful soul you carry within and keep the dream alive

It's not only hard or painful , it's killing to see your dreams fading away

We all have hopes and dreams and we all wish they can come true

But not all of them do

This is the way things go

You know, some times it's for our own good that ome of our dreams don't come true

And we do discover that later

Darling, just look at the things you've achieved in your life. I'm sure they are as great as you

Feel happy and smile ' cause you are the winner at the end

Accept my best wishes

Thanks for the great post , thanks for sharing it

my kind regards

Yazeed

it's so hard

so painful

to have a dream

then give it up cause it's so big for reality to fit in it

Dear ( Al-Ghaliah) ... thank you sweety 4 your soft words ... You know what ? ... I think I won't be alone anymore cuase I found you all ... that's why I liked to share some of my feelings with you ... thank you my dear sister ...

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Salsa
I believe you my dear ....cuase when you wrote (NO knows me) ... I sensed every single word that you wrote ..
thank you honey for passing by and reading my thread .......

Dear Meant to Be ....

thank you my brother 4 passing by ... you are the one who have golden words ... as well as a golden heart ... not me
'I'm so glad that you're not living this feeling any more ... you know what ? sometimes I wish if I can express my thaughts & feelings in poems like you & Alshareef ( Masha'a Allah ) but unfortunately I don't have that gift ... so keep writing and keep sharing with us ...God bless brother and thankx again ....

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T.Sultan ....
Thank you my dear teacher for your sweet and kind words ... believe me I don't want to seem very pessimistic .. but I couldn't keep that feeling inside me any more ... I'm very glad that you enjoyed reading it ..it's my honor to have your comment on it ... . thank you for every thing ...
With my best regards ...

My Dear supervisor enigma ...

thank you my dear sister ..you can't emagine how your words affected me ... I will never give up my dreams & hopes ... but sometimes you konw we have some of these downs that's why I felt sad ... thankx a million ...


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Asoooooooooooolah ...

the sweetest member in Saudi English ... thank you honey 4 passing by & commenting on my thread .. & thanks 4 your advice ... believe me I will try to cheer up as you said .. & I will do my best to keep my deram alive ... thank you honey ......




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Yazeed ...thanks 4 passing by ... wish you all the happiness brother ....

With my love and regards to you all .....

I just wanna say thanks to every one .. thanks to those who undrstood my feelings before my words ...

You gave me a great push into life .. though sometimes we feel that life is becoming complicated more

and more .. Really I don't know what to say ... I don't even know why I'm writing this comment ... may be bcoz there

is an urgent need inside me to say thank you all 4 every thing ... May Allah grant you happiness 4ever ....

Hey



sorry for late in here
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I can see something like pain spreading http://www.mahjoob.com/ar/forums/ima...ies/candle.gifaround in here
But why

J.J have a hope for God sake
you have presented one side of the of the picture that it is
the darked side if i can say
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Things change
Nothing last for ever. no Sadness nor Happiness
This is life and we should go through it

Actually its Colored

And your job is to choose the beautiful colors you want
And ignore or try to ignore the other colors




Be happy as you were always
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and take this




















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the lyrics was a song by My Sami Yousif

Dear brother Alshareef ... I mean Try To Reach ... thanks a lot 4 your kindnes & your nice words ...

According 2 Pain ... of cousre there is pain livining inside me ... I can't do anything to it ... I can't avoide being in pain or being sad ... for sadness was born with me ..actually it's my lovely twin ... hahahaha ...
I know life is colored ..but there are times when you feel that you're imprisoned & jailed in one side of life ... believe me no one likes colores more than me ... but sometimes blackness has its strong control upon our lives ...

But still .. & inspite of every thing, there will be always a place for innocent and sincere hope in my heart ...
No one & nothing can deprive it & take it from me ... & this is what keeps me alive till now ... Rainbows as well as whitness will always shine on my life ...

Thanks 4 every thing .. I really appreciate what you've said .. May Allah bless brother .. & thanks again ..
Hey ... I remembered a poem that I read once

I've wrote so many poems
I've cried too many tears
on and on it seems to go
so many wasted years...

I always wore a smile
and no one ever knew
how much i kept inside
all that I'd been through

No my life not perfect
I'm doing the best i can
I'm not the "goodie goodie"
you all say i am

Yes you have your hardships
but guess what, i have mine
I just thought you should know
so remember that next time....