I wasn't ment to be for you

[Sweet Saudi]

[align=left]It's so complicated,a
the way I feel for you.a
You're right for me in so many ways,a
but yet I continue to push you away.a
I love you;a
I want so much to be with you.a
Serenity becomes when we are together,a
but yet I continue to push you away.a
You do so much for me,a
So much I become speechless.a
You make me smile, laugh, feel comfort and love,a
but yet I continue to push you away.a
We have an amazing connection;a
the love we share is so pure and full of emotion.a
I really could spend the rest of my life with you,a
but yet I continue to push you away.a
I've always wanted someone who loves me, everything about me,a
that someone is you.a
You show your affection for me in the best of ways,a
but yet I continue to push you away.a
I cry tears of joy and more of sorrow,a
why do I do this to you?a
Why can't I just be with you, love you, show you the love you show me?a
I can't find answers, no matter how hard I search.a
I break my own heart,a
when I know I have broken yours.a
You have never hurt me, you have always been there for me,a
Why am not doing that for you?a
Mixed emotions is all I ever have now,a
I know I care about you so deeply.a
but yet I continue to push you away.a
You are the best person I know;a
You make me so happy,a
but yet I continue to push you away.a
The answers mysterious to me,a
why I continue push you away.a

It might be because I wasn't ment to be for you.a

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[enigma]

It's so peculiar how the writer asked and wondered about certain things and yet answered his own inquieries himself



Thank you for choosing these lines to share with us

I sensed them